Back story to the new 2020 album

APRIL 23 - MAY 23, 2019


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Did you ever have a dream so bright that, though the path was not blazed, or the road twisted like an M. Night Shyamalan plot, you could follow it like headlights in the dark? 

Did you dedicate everything to your dream, as they say you must, with tenacious commitment?

And, did it happen, after years and years, that one day your light blinked out? 

Over the past year, after a looooooong hiatus from my singer/songwriter career (during which I recorded 3 albums and toured throughout the northeast and across the U.S.) I've been working on a new collection of songs. 

It started last spring with one song about a woman and a question:

"If you were the woman that you wanted to be..." ....? 

Every song is a conversation. As I wrote the pre-chorus, I found myself hearing the song not just as the composer, but as the intended audience. In my early 30s, my own brightly-lit dream -- of recording and performing my own songs -- blinked out. Maybe the electricity faltered. Maybe life got stormy. Maybe I was in a marriage that wasn't working. Maybe I felt too young to be stuck there for life. Though my heart still ached to write songs and sing, I found that I couldn't do it anymore. For the first time in my life, I stepped away from music.

I left the East Coast for someone else's dream in California. I practiced yoga. Wrote down stories from the touring days. Composed music for film/TV. Played in several kirtan/world music bands. Made a lot of pies. I got divorced. Fell in love. Grieved over not having children. Married. Became a stepmother. Published essays and poems. Did very little songwriting (though, truth told, not none). Made more pies.

Ten years went by. 

The years were tender, hard at times, often quite beautiful. I embarked on a sort of archaeological self-excavation. Then, last year, I built a tiny "she-shed" cabin. I needed a quiet place to write. A room of my own. And -- suddenly -- my dream re-sparked. The light went on.

Was the song about the woman? Or was it about me?

The answer came, solid and strong:  I'd be writing songs. I'd be singing. And so I did. I wrote six months' worth of songs, a new one every week. And out of that emerged a new record.

The Kickstarter campaign for A THOUSAND TINY TORCHES was supported by a tribe of supporters I didn't even realize I had. Together, we raised over $26,000 for a new EP -- plus a holiday single out later this year -- and my singer/songwriter career relaunched. 

Turns out, sometimes a dream is not at all like headlights in the dark. Sometimes it's a long string of sparks, flickering here and there, revealing pieces of the world one blink at a time, like a time-lapse release. 

Sometimes it's like A THOUSAND TINY TORCHES illuminating the night.


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